Ooops!! sorry for being away.

well i am really very sorry for being away ummmmm well i kinda enjoyed rain and the cool weather.. and yaa loved sleeping.. friday night i tool 3 sleeping pills.. fuck i knw m insane but tel u wat.. they even didnt worked much.. first it took me 3 hours to feel asleep and then i dint had a sound sleep.. i dunno i was pretty stressed even after waking up in the morning.. had some important appointments with the clients.. sigh.. on sat too i was working but it was a pleasure driving all the way with cool breeze blowing.. and some nice ahem ahem romantic songs.. well i seriously wanted to listen to gazals but i guess i misplaced the CD in the car.. anyways.. i had a cd of love songs..so i thought its better to listen to them rather than listening to the bak bak of radio channels.. anyway they were not playing nice music.. whole day i was there in gurgaon only.. ummm for a change watched a movie there.. tried to forget all the sorrow and cheer myself up anyways i cant go back home with a sulken face.. i just don want to give my mom n dad extra tensions about me..

the movie was Gud.. got the last row corner seat.. but wat the fuckin use i was watchin it all alone got the ticket just 5 min before the movie starts.. ohh the movie in the scene is Fantastic four and the silver surfer.. gotta admit its a fantastic movie.. in these 2 hours there is not even a sngle min that you feel the movie is slow or getting boring.. any ways the movie has my fav actress jessica alaba... and tell you wat it was worth watchin the movie...then went back to place.. a frnd of mine was here in delhi . he picked me up from ma place and then we just roam around.. over all a day which went by just like that... and the best part... i slept without sleeping pills that night... and slept for 12 hours straight.. felt fresh once i was awake.. had nice brunch... ahh then study ....

i was infact tryin not be alone i mean u know the more the lonliness the more sorrw wil folow.. sigh... am i getting infected again.. m not at al feeling sleepy... wanted to watch movie.. but i guess this is not the right time.... and i just dont want to take the pills again... its like.. man .... cant just tell you .. my brain is all active... all hyper if i may say so..

well mom yellin gotta rush to bed cya