One day you will look into the mirror and see how beautiful you have become and then suddenly the mirror will show you something, making you realize that its not only we human but mirrors can lie too..

Dreams !!

One day you find out the dreams that you have weaved, the dreams that have been your guiding factor will come crashing down on you.. and then you have to live the rest of your life with those broken dreams.......

Are dreams the destiny or is destiny a dream ???

My Birthday!!!

First of all Happy Birthday to me :) . Today i want to say how much i love my mom and dad and brother and how much i miss them right now, how badly i want to be with them. Mom and Dad and my lil Bro. i know you can not read this but I LOVE YOU with all my heart. i fought with you all everytime but then you are the only one whom i can fight with, without the fear of being left alone. I know at the end of the day when no one will be there you guys will be with me standing by me with all the support.

For the first time in my 26 years i am all alone on my birthday. living in this huge house with no one to talk too. i so badly want to be with my family... want to see the smile when clock struck 12 and they all rush down to my room to wish me Happy Birthday. and the way they Hug me. two years in a row now i have been away from my home on my birthday. and now i know what is it like to be with your own family. Nothing else matters now. no friends no gals nothing...

I just wish i can hug my mom today. and i miss my grandma. the only one in my life before my family who loved me unconditionally. how badly wanna hear her say my name today. the way she used to call my name "Ve lucky". Nani ma you should never have left. I used to feel happy being with you.

I MISS YOU ALL I SO BADLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU ALL TODAY. AND NANI MA IN MEXT LIFE YOU WILL NOT LEAVE ME.

Betrayal

Take your self as far away from me as possible. Fear the day i decide to revenge the betrayal for it will not be a bullet and your head, it will be me in your head. and believe me that will be the last thing on this earth that you would want in your pathetic life. For bullet will be a gift than suffering. Once am there I'll take over the course of your life and will guide it through the most miserable path. Every step will be taken on the bed of thorns. I will make you forget what happiness is, What laughter is, For there will be only pain in your eyes. Your eyes will want to cry out loud but there will be no tears no water comming out from them, For tears can calm you. you wont even have a jiffy of normalization in your life. You will want to die or run away but where ever you will go i can assure you, i will be there with you. I will be there with you till the time you scum to the never ending pain. To the point you will beg to die, curse your own existence, the reason for you being alive.