My Birthday!!!

First of all Happy Birthday to me :) . Today i want to say how much i love my mom and dad and brother and how much i miss them right now, how badly i want to be with them. Mom and Dad and my lil Bro. i know you can not read this but I LOVE YOU with all my heart. i fought with you all everytime but then you are the only one whom i can fight with, without the fear of being left alone. I know at the end of the day when no one will be there you guys will be with me standing by me with all the support.

For the first time in my 26 years i am all alone on my birthday. living in this huge house with no one to talk too. i so badly want to be with my family... want to see the smile when clock struck 12 and they all rush down to my room to wish me Happy Birthday. and the way they Hug me. two years in a row now i have been away from my home on my birthday. and now i know what is it like to be with your own family. Nothing else matters now. no friends no gals nothing...

I just wish i can hug my mom today. and i miss my grandma. the only one in my life before my family who loved me unconditionally. how badly wanna hear her say my name today. the way she used to call my name "Ve lucky". Nani ma you should never have left. I used to feel happy being with you.

I MISS YOU ALL I SO BADLY WANT TO BE WITH YOU ALL TODAY. AND NANI MA IN MEXT LIFE YOU WILL NOT LEAVE ME.