Melancholy

I was going through thesaurous and suddenly my eyes got sticked to a word :melancholy: i tried to look away from it and the more i wanted to look somewhere the more i find myself concentrating on the particular word. and then finally i clicked on the word to find out wat it actully means..

A slow steady and deliberate step towards depression

Now i wonder why my eyes couldnt let go the word. Do eyes have there own controling system that even brain can't take over ? i certainly feel Yes there is something that even brain can t control.

Eye;s found a word which suits my state of mind... Strange...